Made More Faithful

Isn't it funny how we're always looking to "what's the next thing" - either on our calendars, schedules, event, you name it.  We get one thing done and we're checking to see what's next.

No wonder we, as a culture have trouble waiting!  We have trouble waiting in the simplest things, like the drive through or at the post office (does anyone ever really still go to this place?), or waiting for something to upload on our iPhone...

Then we really have trouble waiting for the more serious things like finding that next better job, or relationship, or God's next assignment.  We want to know NOW - what the future will bring.

I typically get to school each day no later than 7am.  I like to get into my room and just... be.  I turn on Pandora on my speakers and fill my classroom with "Jesus music" as I like to call it.  I straighten the desks, write the daily objectives on the board, check emails, and finally make sure I have all my copies and notes for the day's lessons.

This week as I was just "being" in my room I heard this song.  I had never heard it before and I actually stopped what I was doing to really listen (something you have time to do when you get there as early as I do - LOL!).

I was captured by the line - "as I'm waiting for You, maybe I'm made more faithful"

Wow!  Isn't this where we all really should want to be.... more faithful.

So in the waiting... we get to be where God ultimately wants us after all.  Interesting isn't it?  Perhaps the end result is not what we thought it was.

I hope you enjoy this song and learn to be faithful in your waiting too.

See you at the pole

In a previous blog, I mentioned that my new mission field is W127.  This is not some strange place - but rather my classroom at the High School where I teach Science.

Every day I am reminded of just how much these students are 1) very impressionable and 2) need the Lord in their life.


Today is "See You at the Pole"at 7am - and I'm looking forward to praying for my students in front of the school.

I'm not sure what to expect.  I'm not sure if I'm even really allowed to go... I'll have to report back on a later post.

I did bring it up in class yesterday and I had several students ask me if I would pray good things for them when I went to the pole.

Even these 14-year old kids are desperate for their lives to be better.  I read something today in my One Year Bible that gives me hope for them and for this prayer-filled activity today:

Isaiah 55:10 (ESV)

"For as the rain and the snow come down from heaven 

and do not return there but water the earth, 

making it bring forth and sprout, 

giving seed to the sower and bread to the eater, 

so shall my word be that goes out from my mouth; 

it shall not return to me empty, 

but it shall accomplish that which I purpose, 

and shall succeed in the thing for which I sent it."

Powerful!  It shall not return empty - but shall accomplish God's purpose and will succeed!

This is my prayer for the students of my school.  They they will get a visual today of God's Word in action.  Prayer is not a last resort - it is the very foundation of who we are in Christ!

I pray that at least one student will see other students on their knees and see the hope of Christ.  And that this seeing... will lead them to the One who can cure their desperate heart.

One last thing...  as I mentioned "See You at the Pole", in my class, I had one student ask me where the flagpole was located.  As at most schools, the flagpole is centered directly in front of the school.  Sometimes we miss the very thing that is right in front of us!

It becomes commonplace that we don't even know it's there.

Don't let this happen with you and God and prayer!  Don't miss out on a daily relationship with God - don't take Him for granted that you don't even see Him anymore.

 He's usually centered directly in front of you!

What? No handles?

Last week Jordan submitted her very first school project!  She was allowed to have parental guidance and support, but of course she was required to actually do the work.

So my Mom and I helped her with a few suggestions on how to approach the project.  For the most part she agreed with and loved our ideas - step for step.

But the more confident she became the more she branched out on her own.  At times in the project she did things a little differently than I would have done them if it had been my own assignment.  I wanted to tell her "do it this way, it will be better" - but I knew I had to let her do it for herself.  Wasn't that the point - to let it be done her way, it's her grade.  Her teacher was not looking to see what Jordan's mommy could do - but rather what Jordan could do.

It took all that I had inside of me not to take over.  This was not the first time I've struggled with wanting to take over - to do things my way - to share how it could be done better.

I often times do this with the Lord.  I read a verse this weekend and realized I'm not the only one who struggles in this area.

Isaiah 45:9 (ESV)

"Woe to him who strives with Him who formed him, 

a pot among earthen pots!  

Does the clay say to Him who forms it, 

'What are you making?' or 

'Your work has no handles'?

Can you picture it?  A pot sitting on one of those spinning pottery wheels - saying to the maker, "What?!  You're making me with no handles?!  If I were making me, I would make me with handles!  I would be much better, I could be used for so much more if you would make me with handles!

Sounds silly doesn't it?

However, as soon as I read this, I saw myself in this verse.  I know I have said to God,

"What are you making of me?!  Why are you making me be single?!  If I were running this life, I would have left me with a wonderful husband!  I know I can serve you better with a husband! If I were doing this, I would do it better!"

The audacity right?  A pot has not right or really even any capability to change how the maker designs and fashions the pot.

Neither do we.  I don't see what God is making me into - yet I must trust that He knows what He's doing.  My job is not to yell, "What?!  No handles?!"  But rather to yield myself in His hands.

Simple message today - yet super hard to live out.  I must admit I struggle with this one.  I know I will get there eventually and I do trust Him.  And in this fleshly body, I still struggle.

Do you ever yell, "What?!  No handles?!"

His Word Sunday

Growth & Participation

In my 41 years of walking on this planet, I've met many doers, and many watchers.

I'm sure you've heard that aged old saying,

"20% of the people do 80% of the work."

While this may be true... but this is NOT God's plan.  God wants us all to be about two things - growing and doing!

Check this out...

Ephesians 4: 15-16 (ESV)

Rather, speaking the truth in love, we are to grow up in every way into Him who is the head, into Christ, from whom the whole body, joined and held together by every joint with which it is equipped, when each part is working properly, makes the body grow so that it builds itself up in love.

Did you catch it?

Grow up in every way into Him.  We are called to not just sit & soak - but rather to grow in Christ!

Also.... "when each part is working properly" - our churches need you, your job needs you, your families need you to be equipped and and working properly!

The end result?  Built up in love!  Just imagine the results of 100% of the people did 100% of the doing and the growing!

Have a great Sunday!

Everything Good...even when it all feels broken

This week I've been teaching about the Periodic Table.  I know I'm a geek... it's actually one of my favorite chemistry lessons.  Everything builds on this - you've got to know the periodic table before you can go further in science.

So... I had my students look over the table and tell me which element was their favorite.  Many of the girls said Gold or Silver.  Finally a few of them caught on and said - OXYGEN!

So, as a Christian Science Teacher - I just had to post this song today.  I love the opening lines!  They talk about science concepts - like oxygen and gravity!

However, my favorite line comes later in the song - when it all feel broken - You are still everything good!

I've had a crazy week - and so I'm leaning extra strong on the fact that even if I don't feel it - He is everything good.

Have a great Friday!

Slow Growth?

Someone once told me that the ages 2-4 are the best!  At the time this was said to me I was still potty training JP, so I really didn't buy into the fact that these were the "best years"!

However, now that we've passed that specific milestone, I must admit I'm loving this age.  He still says really cute things.  What makes them so cute is how serious he is about his thoughts!

Just the other day we were either driving down the road or entering church... I can't remember exactly where we were - but more than likely we were in the middle of something else - when all of a sudden, out of no where, JP asked the following question:

"Mommy, why am I growing so slow?"

I tried really hard not to bust out laughing!  Growing slow!  I think not!  From buying new shoes, new pants and other clothes, I can tell you, definitively he is not growing too slow!

My perspective is WAY different from his.  It seemed like just yesterday I was giving birth to him in Houston, TX on a rainy Monday morning.  It took forever (22 months) for him to get his first tooth and I thought he was never going to learn to walk.

And then I blink and he's asking how soon will he be going to Kindergarten!  I know that I'll blink again and he'll be looking at colleges.  I treasure his age and where he is right now.  I absolutely love watching him play with his trains in the living room.  I love listening to him make up new sounds for planes that fly in the air and cars that drive really fast down the tracks he spends hours (ok - long minutes) making.

And yet... from his perspective he's growing slowly.

I know I'm the exact same way with my Lord.  I want to know just how long things are going to stay like they are now.  How long will my heart hurt?  How long must I watch wonderful things happen to other people while I am required to put my dreams aside?

I've often asked God can I please just have a glimpse of what tomorrow is going to look like for me.  I have many many questions - we all do.  I guess in some strange way, I'm asking JP's question to God.

"Why are my times moving so slowly?!"

But the Bible says that our times are but a hand breadth to Him.  They're not moving slowing from His perspective.  In fact, I read this verse about our times just this week...

Isaiah 33:6 (ESV)

He will be the stability of your times, 

abundance of salvation, wisdom, and knowledge.

Stability of my times.  

Yes, I could use a good dose of stability.  How about you?

I don't want JP to grow up too quickly.  Mainly because I know there are things he needs to learn now in order to be a productive grown-up.  God doesn't want me to get ahead of Him or His plan either.  He knows there are experiences that He needs me to encounter in order to be a productive servant in His Kingdom.

So... for now, I will wait on the Lord...

Isaiah 40:31 (ESV)

But they who wait for the Lord shall renew their strength

I must admit - this is a hard one for me.  I can do it.  I will do it.
And yet, I still struggle with this.  Does anyone else?

Look for the puddles

Rain.  Do you remember what it's like to hear thunder?  Or watch it rain for more than a couple of minutes?  This past weekend, I woke up to this strange sound coming from the sky!  I thought it might be thunder - but it's been so long since I heard that noise I wasn't quite sure!

It rained while we were in church.  Later that day, as I walked outside and could tell it was already drying up again.  I looked for the evidence of the rain.



I was hoping I would find puddles in the ground, the street, anywhere - just to know that water was accumulating in the dry places of my yard.

You know the Lord promises to bring water to the very dry places of our life.

Isaiah 35:3-6 (ESV)

Strengthen the weak hands, and make firm the feeble knees.  

Say to those who have an anxious heart, 

"Be strong; fear not!

Behold, your God will come with vengeance, 

with the recompense of God.  

He will come and save you!"

Then the eyes of the blind shall be opened, 

and the ears of the deaf unstopped; 

then shall the lame man leap like a deer, 

and the tongue of the mute sing for joy.  

For waters break forth in the wilderness, 

and streams in the desert.

I love this promise!  Waters and streams in places that seem to have been forgotten.  A place of refreshment in places that are filled with danger or discomfort.

When I think of the words "wilderness" and "desert",  I picture a place that is filled with loneliness and hardships.  Places that have almost become normal for me these days.  And yet the Lord tells me that He is going to provide water - something that provides nourishment, refreshment, and revival in those exact places!

These provisions of water might be as big as the ocean or as small as a puddle.  I might have to look for them like I did after Sunday's rain - but I need to look for this promise all the same!

I need to not let the vastness & dryness of the desert keep me from seeing His puddles of refreshment!

Today - I'll be looking for the streams in the desert!  

Won't you join me?